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[chibi_trillian]

Ethan is back, and he has been very soundly punished. plotbunny_tiff gave him a VERY bad nightmare. He's actually being quiet for once, and Aaron's trying to get him to talk again. All Ethan is doing is clinging to Aaron like if he lets go he'll disappear. Aaron would think it was romantic, if he weren't so worried.

I have been contracted to write of the Nelon smut. I haven't written Magic Knights stuff in a long time. Hell, I haven't even written smut, period, in a long time.

Cleaning my apartment is like eating an elephant--best done one bite at a time. It needs to be clean before graduation. I think I've found over a hundred CDs, and I've only cleaned part of the living room.

I need to do the Biochemistry homework that I forgot to do for Friday. I have a headache now, so it won't be much fun.

I had a talk with my mother today about graduation and what comes after. After I graduate, I have three weeks to find a job, or I won't be able to pay my rent. Needing at least one paycheck in the bank to pay rent, I actually have one week to find a job. I'm not looking forward to this, considering the length of time it's taken my other graduated friends to find jobs. Please, let me find a job in my field. Please, please, please. And please don't let it involve moving. My lease isn't up until August, and I like my apartment. If anyone Upstairs, Downstairs, or Sideways is listening, please let this come true. I don't want to be evicted.

I need to buy a real interview suit. What I wear to interviews now was bought piecemeal for about $50 total, and looks it.

I don't feel like going to school anymore. I want to go on vacation. I know I only have two more weeks of school and then finals, but I'm so. Damn. Tired. Senioritis sucks. How many finals do I have anyway? Bioinformatics: no final. Creative Writing: final story turned in on last day of class. Biochemistry: oh gawd, yes, a big honking scary-ass final. History and Structure of the English Language: Final is open note, no worries. Senior Seminar: I don't have a fucking clue. This class is so nebulous that I don't even know what we're doing this week, let alone on finals week. I know I have a poster presentation coming up, though.

I'm going to HFStival the day after I graduate. At this point it's closer to HFSaid, though--I was so mad when they took HFS off the air with so little warning that the DJs were surprised and replaced it with Spanish dance music. Radio in general is crap, but HFS was a bit better than most. HFS plays part time on a different station now (nights and weekends) due to a massive public "WTF?" I suppose that it's something to look forward to, but I don't have the energy to get excited about it right now.

I feel like curling up and watching anime, or reading fanfiction, or doing anything other than what I have to do.

I need to stop stress-eating and start exercising more--exercise is good for stress levels, but unfortunately requires time and energy that I lack. I refuse to pay to go to a gym, so I usually take walks. Daily walks in this area are possible, but with my current hours they must take place after dark, which isn't exactly safe. I've walked to the store at 3 am lots of times, but it's never been the brightest idea in the world.

Murr.

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[tarvosio.livejournal.com]

Hey, you know I don't have much....I mean, really ;p but if you need help just let me know, all right? That's what friends are for, after all? ;p And, yeah, you probably should've started the job hunt 'round the beginning of the semester.........not that my saying anything 'bout it now is anything other than a bit of salt in a very sore wound.....might I suggest begging a job at the porn store you frequent every friday? Sure it's certainly not a Job with a capitol J, but it'd be a bit of a bucket to help bail you out of bankruptcy whilst you hunt.....*laughs* and as for the exercise thing, I'm kinda there with you.....it's one of the reasons I bought DDR ('course, the looks on all of your faces at the thought of me doing DDR for hours on end makes it worth the $60 bucks it cost me, even if I wasn't actually playing)